Not Afraid To Die…

December 21, 2007

And they have defeated him because of the blood of the Lamb and because of their testimony. And they were not afraid to die.
Revelation 12:11

Parted His Garments

October 18, 2007

And they crucified him, and parted his garments, casting lots: that it might be fulfilled which was spoken by the prophet, They parted my garments among them, and upon my vesture did they cast lots.
Matthew 27:35 (KJV)

I read this and something within me stirred. When I think of the garments being parted I think of how each of us have been given robes because of Christ who gave to each of us. We are clothed in fine linen white and clean (Rev. 19:14). Christ put on the robe that was dipped in blood so that we might be made clean in Him.

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
John 1:1 (KJV)

And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God.
Revelation 19:13 (KJV)

Thank you Adonai!

Secret Life

July 14, 2007

The day will surely come when God, by Jesus Christ, will judge everyone’s secret life. This is my message.
Romans 2:16

Love Song For A Saviour

July 12, 2007

Jars of Clay is a band that I heard of before being touched by the Holy Spirit. Their anointing is awesome. I saw them when they came to Dallas with Billy Graham. Thought I would share this video with you. May you fall in love with Him today!

Here are the lyrics to the song:

In open fields of wild flowers
She breathes the air flies away
She thanks her Jesus for the daisies and the roses
In no simple language
Someday she’ll understand the meaning of it all

He’s more than the laughter
Or the stars in the heavens
As close as a heartbeat
Or a song on her lips
Someday she’ll trust him
And learn how to see him
Someday he’ll call her
And she will come running
Fall in his arms, the tears will fall down
And she’ll pray

I want to fall in love with you

Sitting silent wearing sunday best
The sermon echoes through the walls
A great salvation through it
Goes to the people who stare into nowhere
Can’t feel the chains on their souls

He’s more than the laughter
Or the stars in the heavens
As close as a heartbeat
Or a song on her lips
Someday we’ll trust him
And learn how to see him
Someday he’ll call us
And we will come running
Fall in his arms
The tears will fall down and we’ll pray

I want to fall in love with you

Seems to easy to call you savior
Not close enough to call you a god
So as I sit and think of
Words I can mention to show my devotion

I want to fall in love with you


July 12, 2007

But these things I plan won’t happen right away. Slowly, steadily, surely, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled. If it seems slow, wait patiently, for it will surely take place. It will not be delayed.
Habakkuk 2:3

For the time will come when all the earth will be filled, as the waters fill the sea, with an awareness of the glory of the LORD.
Habakkuk 2:14

I don’t know about you, but I’m getting exciting about the glory of the LORD filling the earth for it will be fulfilled. Praise Him!

Never Abandon You

July 11, 2007

Those who know your name trust in you, for you, O LORD, have never abandoned anyone who searches for you.
Psalm 9:10

Selfishness & Pride

July 5, 2007

Pride leads to disgrace, but with humility comes wisdom.
Proverbs 11:2

Finishing is better than starting. Patience is better than pride.
Ecclesiastes 7:8

For the world offers only a craving for physical pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and possessions. These are not from the Father, but are from this world.
1 John 2:16

I apologize for the long post — I rarely share something like this on this blog. But I’ve got to.

I’m learning a hard lesson. You see, I want some furniture for our living room. I’m tired of waiting for the bedroom to get painted so that we can move our bed from the living room to the bedroom. I’m tired of sleeping in the main traffic area of our house. Oops, sorry, let me back up for a second.

Last October when my husband and I thought we were going to move out to the country, we packed up most of our stuff and put it in storage. This gave us an opportunity to basically take everything out of our house except the bedroom set and TV. But when we decided that this moving was not a good thing, because my husband was never at the “other” house (2 hour drive one way to work for him), I moved back home permanently in January. However, our stuff didn’t move back home permanently because we believe that we should paint the house and make repairs before everything is brought back in. Well — here it is 6 months later and still no painting has been done and the only thing repaired is a partially completed floor in the kitchen – partially because the trim is still missing around the perimeter of the floor.

Over time, we have moved in a new computer table, a computer, a printer, a love seat (from my parents), a large TV and miscellaneous items. Needless to say, the majority of our possessions are still in storage.

Well, yesterday, I went with my mom and dad to “The Dump”. It is a furniture place with deeply discounted furniture. As we are about to leave, I spy a very nice chaise couch, chair and loveseat for a very nice little “price” (to the tune of $2109.79). I immediately asked my mom and dad to look at it and I ended up purchasing it on a whim.

Here is the hard part — I bought it without doing some things — the most important of which is — I didn’t ask God because I thought he would say no. I now know why I believe God would say no because of the following:

  • We don’t have the money yet.
  • I didn’t ask my husband.

In this age of “instant” money, my husband and I have been working hard at paying only by cash. Although we don’t have the money now, we should by the time the American Express bill is due. Now, I don’t know about you, but that is a pretty stupid idea to buy something when you don’t have the money yet. Dumb. Dumb. Dumb. Okay – end of that part after beating myself silly.

Besides not asking God, the next part affects me just as personal. My husband and I have both talked about speaking to each other before we make any major purchases. My husband has been very good about this. When he asked for a used motorcycle, which was $700, he asked me. Of course, I said yes, but he did ask my opinion. Now looking at myself, I didn’t give him the same courtesy at all – no way — no how. I was concerned with what I wanted right then and there.

There is an issue that God is teaching me and it hurts. It has to do with selfishness & pride.

Selfish – (adj.) – 1. concerned excessively or exclusively with oneself: seeking or concentrating on one’s own advantage, pleasure, or well-being without regard for others. 2. Arising from concern with one’s own welfare or advantage in disregard for others (a~act) – selfishly, adv – selfishness n

Pride – (n.) – 1. the quality or state of being proud; as a) inordinante self-esteen: conceit; b) a reasonable or justifiable self-respect c) delight or elation arising from some act, possession, or relationship. 2) proud or disdainful behavior or treatment: disdain; 3) ostentatious

Most of my adult life it has been — my way or the highway. I believe that my selfishness was one of the causes in two failed marriages. By God’s grace, this marriage is so much better than the others, which I believe is because God has been in my life actively since September 2001. But another reason is my husband. He has taught me so much. For me not to honor him in this transaction was not pleasing to God at all.

I wrote this in my journal today:

Anything that causes you to be prideful is not of God. It must not be possessed for it is destructive. It is not unselfishness, but selfishness. Wanting something without seeking the LORD to see if it is in His will is selfishness. It [selfishness] does not want to ask God if it is okay – because in that person’s heart they don’t want to ask for fear that they will be turned down. This is not the right path. The right path is unselfish. It is patient. It does not demand its own rights. Pride is inpatient. Love asks, it does not demand.

So, I will call them today and cancel my delivery and see if I can get my full amount back that I charged to my credit card. It says that I am subject to a restocking fee of 15%. If that is what it will take for me to learn a valuable lesson so be it. But, I’d rather give it to someone to be able to provide for their needs.

It’s a hard lesson. Don’t go through it. Listen to the Spirit within you that God has given you. Be reactive to it. Don’t try to stuff it out with a pillow or in my case — a couch, love seat and chair….


July 3, 2007

“You were sorry and humbled yourself before the LORD when you heard what I said against this city and its people, that this land would be cursed and become desolate. You tore your clothing in despair and wept before me in repentance. So I have indeed heard you,” says the LORD.
2 Kings 22:19


July 2, 2007

For you died to this life, and your real life is hidden with Christ, in God.
Colossians 3:3

Put on your new nature, and be renewed as you learn to know your Creator and become like him.
Colossians 3:10

…Christ is all that matters, and he lives in all of us.
Colossians 3:11

I Dig Jesus!

June 30, 2007

My friend, Julie at God Is, has tagged me! I’m supposed to list 5 things that I dig about Jesus, and then tag 5 other bloggers to do the same.

Here are the Rules:

  1. Those Tagged will share 5 things they dig about Jesus.
  2. Those tagged will tag 5 other bloggers.
  3. Those tagged will provide a link in the comments section here with their name so that others can read them.

I dig Jesus because:

  1. I am established in Him.
  2. He has given me life.
  3. He constantly surrounds me with His love.
  4. He sustains me (in and out of trouble).
  5. MOST IMPORTANT — He has freed me!

Here are the people that I am tagging:

Have fun — it was thought provoking for me…